In Denial

I turn 30 on Monday... I'm kind of in denial about it.  To be honest with you, it scares the hell out of me.  For the last few months I've had this growing fear of life being too short (not that it will happen anytime soon but just dying in general).  I'm scared that I'm not taking advantage of everything life has to offer, that I'm not seeing everything I should be, and that I'm blowing by experiences that I should be taking.  I have this total feeling of wanderlust.  I want to see the world and experience things that most others don't even think about.  All with my love by my side of course.  Time is going by so fast.  It seems that my birthday comes faster with every year.

However, this year has been the best of my being.  I feel like I've finally figured out who I really am.  The true Amy.  I have never been happier.  Ever!  I have an amazing husband, wonderful family and friends, a thriving business, and a jubilant sprit.  I'm healthy and I feel fortunate for the things I have because I know there are so many out there who have less than I.  Overall I feel pretty darn bless.  Here's to thirty more years.  And maybe 30 after that!